I feel like it’s been awhile — hasn’t it? i miss you all. Sitting here… cold… knowing that I should really go to the gym tonight. The gym is what allows me to eat the ridiculous way that I do. Cake, burgers, you name it.
I spent most of my vacation being lazy and watching random TV shows – Downton Abbey, Blue Mountain State, and the infamous Dawson’s Creek (Dawson is such a pain). Anyway, watching Dawson’s Creek just reminds me of high school … and how different my life was compared to them.
In high school, I wasn’t the top student… or the most devoted. I cut class – not to do anything fun in particular, but just because I had no hos. It’s funny how things change when you grow up.
And I definitely wasn’t what some people would consider “innocent.” Virgin or not – I still made it through third base by the time I was 16 – what’s considered for some people = normal.
And watching Dawson’s Creek (don’t judge me) – these kids are 15 and they’re having their first kiss. It makes me wonder…
Are you ever too young to have sex?
The answer might seem obvious to some – but when I was 15-16, I thought I was old enough to do these things and even more so, I was curious about it. I wanted to know what the hype was about and frankly, I was growing up – experimenting.
Looking back now, I think 16 is so young and when I think about how I felt doing it then — it was weird. Nothing ever really felt good… it just felt different and I remember thinking either “ow” or “this is uncomfortable.”